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faezah,19
Temasek Poly, Retail Management
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i'm a boring person.BAHH.

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
11:13 PM
OMG U SLUT

U 16 YEARS OLD TOILET TRASH.


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Sleepover at Salwah's
Just the five of us.
Everyone ending up sleeping at different locations.
I packed n left at 6am cuz the parents was being a bitch.

We watched Irreversible and u'll be paranoid after watching that show.
Just dont go home alone at night.
And risked being sodomized by some gay bastard.
If faggots werent enough for them,they'll hunt some cunt.

CHIBAI SIAL NIE ORANG.


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Thursday, January 26, 2006
11:55 PM

Gayness!

Jerome is a confirmed gay.
Iggy was getting personal with Jerome.
So i asked Iggy whether he has the hots for Jerome.
I so love my french groupmates.
I so not love my other groupmates.
I so not love my course.
And here I go again.

Dinner with the boyfriend and his friends was funny.
Gawwwd.Ngee Ann was so far from tamp-pines,i tell you.
I was having butt cramps for sitting in the train for god-knows-how-long.
After 9 months we've been together,it was the first time i fetched him from school.
=)

Theres this girl in school.
She has orange hair and she looks like that actress in the fifth element.
And the hair is so goddamn frizzy and bristle-like.
A.K.A broom.
She always stares at me especially when her bf is around.
Her bf has wandering eyes u see.
i think She thinks im attracted to the bf.
like HELL NO.
Her friends all have the same curly hair.
Theres this one girl,iggy,i and adib called her cumhair.
cuz her hair always look so slimy.

I hate tp.
gawwwwwwwwd.
I HATE TP.
ARRRRRRRRRRGH.


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Monday, January 23, 2006
1:11 AM

A critic is a legless man who teaches running.

Hooray for Faezah!

Who has been working her ass of

Who is ever so ignorant about her studies!

Yayness!

On a lighter note,

Fuck!
Bus Stats this wed.
The chapters that i've been doozing off on are tested
KNNCCB.

That time i didnt wear socks to work for the whole day.
And it stinked like nobody's business at the end of the day.
After i took off my shoes and was sitting next to my manager,
she went,

"FUCK! YOU NEVER WEAR SOCKS ARH,CHIBAI?!"

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

KEKEK ARH SIALS.

will be at Liat Towers this sunday.
see you guys!


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Thursday, January 19, 2006
6:54 PM

At least egotistical people don't talk about others

Two days ago, I nearly eat BABI.
BABI floss.

The guy who offered the packet of BABI floss to the class stopped me n Naq from eating.
But HEY!
Its already in my mouth!

I didnt swallow it yet.Just chewing.
NO WONDER IT TASTE AWFUL.

I spit it out onto Naq's desk.
Naq quickly threw that BABI away.

Then I had work yesterday.Pre-closer summore.
Today had school at 9!
Chibai.
Totally 4got about school.
I slept,I so-called "closed my eyes" for awhile.While that comm skills tutor admired me from far.
She didnt say anything.

Okay!
Projects!
Projects!
Projects!







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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
12:42 AM

Sleep is so overrated.It's like practising death.

Know what? Had Retail Shopping Behaviour presentation this morning and once again, what kind of crappy subject is that.
Sheeeeeeesh.
It was so goddamn fuckened last minute that I had butterflies,not only butterflies but a whole a different species of insects in the tummy 4 the first time when I was about to present.
But this time around,I did not have to get back with the answers to the question Roche was asking.HAH.

This week,i've gotten 4 days of work.
THANK GOD!
Meaning,I dun have to sweat my butts out after school to put up a skit done by RMT booboos.
Open House at TP this unfortunate Thurday to Sunday.
Jam and Hop @ TP this Saturday.
EEEEEEEEEEyeeeeeeeer.


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Monday, January 16, 2006
12:11 AM

Know what, fuck it. Noone is listening.

I think you guys should srew yourself with a broomstick.All of you.These people I'm thinking about.
And let me do all the project by my fucking self.

Seriously,
if i could,
I always wish
That i could bring YOU along to everywhere I go,
Be it just an outing with friends
Fuck it la.

Its different for you though.
FRIENDS are FRIENDS.

ME?
I'm not included.
Fuck it.
I wish I do not care.

Throw me in a waste paper basket as im rubbish.
I wish i could rant all night.
But i have a presentation tomorrow.
And I'm fucking fuming right now,you wouldnt wanna know.


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Friday, January 13, 2006
11:48 PM

Just think of me as the pages in your diary

This is an extract from the pages of my dairy years ago.
When I was fucking 14.

Dat time I saw Qamar wit his friend. & they were askin for donations.
Flag day wat!I gave Qamar some coins and he was beaming.
Qamar was the 1 who came up 2 me and asked for donations sayin "bolehlah!"
I just couldnt say no 2 dat puppy look on his face.He was soooo cute!
After dat incident,I kept picturing his face in my head.

very,very cute!

Friday 9/8/02 9:32 PM

Pardon my beyond atrocious english.
I was stupid, idiot and whatnot.
And i didnt know how to spell "Qamah" back then.
If u havent notice.
I typed the words I used in the diary okay.
So laugh at me all you want.
Sheesh.

On a lighter note.Ili,Fi and I and prolly Naq are going to start a business.
We were inspired to start one after attending this talk about entrepreneurship.

Fi : Kita start business arh
Me : ok arh
Fi : Business jual seluar dalam terbalik.

Such bitch.
I'm sorry arh that I was THAT late for school today that I wore my girl boxer front,back.
It wasnt supposed to be embarassing till I noticed that there was a tag hanging out at the front of my skirt.




The fucking clarity of the picture taken using my fucking new phone.
Awesome huh.Okay dats me with no fucking eyes with my bitch.


This is the very sweater I wore 8 years ago when I was at London and I can fit into it!

Watch out for someone wearing shrunken sweater and say HI okay.









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Thursday, January 12, 2006
12:09 AM

Eat right,exrcise,die anyway.

My oral presentation was okay.
Someone had to shoot a question.

"Why do some countries still legalize euthanasia when they know its unethical?"

My answer to that was,

"Can i get back to you with the answers as soon as possible?"

In others words,i've not read up about that!
Neither do i even know that there are only 3 countries/state that legalize euthanasia.
I found out about that only last week!
Jesus Mother Mary!

Ah,fuck it okay.
One presentation down,More to go.
RSB and Retail Management up next.
Roche asked me how much i got 4 his subject considering the fact that i DO NOT participate in any class activities or group discussion.

He was laughing when he was asking me.
Looking down on me ey.
He laughed harder when i told him i got a "B"

"I've noticed quieter people tend to absorb more,quietly"

"Erm...yah."
Nothing much to reply to an un-repliable question.
Ah,fuck it once more okay.

I love it.
When guys read girly magazines.
Sucha turn on!

My boyfriend,
he loves reading my CLEO.
Shh!


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Saturday, January 07, 2006
11:03 PM
My heart aches.ALOT.

Beyond the word ALOT could offer.

My eyes are puffy.

I shall turn in for the night now.

Maybe tomorrow will be a prettier day.

Goodbye.


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Friday, January 06, 2006
11:23 PM

Oral sex makes one's day but anal sex makes one's hole week.

Remember the subject RSB,that i totally refused to stay glued to my sit and study?

Got a fucking B for that!

Can i just scream my fucking lungs out?!


I really do have to scream my lungs out.

most deadlines are next week.


Im a major bratty project member,i tell you.
You wldnt want to have me for a group member cuz i'll do everything at the elventh hour.
But on second thoughts,i make the group look gooooood.
On third thoughts,if theres ever sucha thing,I hate my classmates.
Okay,not all.
But,
I hate my course.
I hate my school.

so much hate,so little time.

Oral presentation is next week.Why did i even choose Euthanasia?
damnit.


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Thursday, January 05, 2006
10:44 PM

There is no stupid questions, only stupid inspirational statements

I gotten my nokia 3230!

but that bloodly customer service officer was so fucking irritating and one more thing she looked like some fucked-up pig !
I felt like telling her
"Can i punch your ugly face?"

Her speech was slurred and her hair was in a mess.
Obviously,she was irritated by me cuz i asked too much goddamn questions.

I so have the potential to be an annoying customer.
ouh wait,i am one.
All the fucking time!
Yay,goody!



; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



12:02 AM

Obviously,the only rational solution to your problem is suicide

Sales are on cheapskates!
Go and rush and shove n push each other around u kiasu fucks.
Then u can shout at one's face
"EY DON'T PUSH LA!"

And i'll do my bating of eyelids.

I'm kiasu like the rest of you.

Obviously,my favouritest of them stores,ZARA is having sales
but where have all those clothes gone to?
hah.
bodoh.
salespersonnel pon sama.
sama as in sama bodoh ok.

bye chibai!


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Tuesday, January 03, 2006
10:41 PM

Bla Bla Blu Blah




After a week n few days of holidaying,im now so disorganized u wldnt imagine.
I reminded Qamah specifically to wake me up at 1030 in the morning just so i could do an 1hr and half of packing n searching for lecture notes.
When i reached tutorial cls,i was told i had an assignment(which i didnt noe existed)to be handed in today.

anyways,
PEGI MAMPOS EH TU ASSIGNMENT.
besok pon boleh hand in perrr.

Some William Tan is coming to TP and RMT students were asked to show our support by running with him.
Btw,hes handicapped and hes tryna make a world record or some sort by wheeling his wheel chair ard the sch's stadium for 24 hr.I think.

Well fuck,
the president of my course is in my fucking cls.
So i fucking have to go this fucking run.which i fucking dun plan to.
I cant even fucking climb up a few steps without panting my heart out,u expect me to run.
Okay,climbing "a few" steps is abit of an exaggeration but u get my point.
And its this friday.
I'll make it a point to have an MC on that unfortunate day.




Balloons on the water.


; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love



Monday, January 02, 2006
11:32 PM
Tonight it so fucked up.Ok,not only fucked up arh.But chibai sial.
everyone's so getting on my fucking nerves.
The fuckened project is fucking due in ONE fucking week time,u fucks.
Two words,CHILL LARRRRRRRRRH.

These few days were busy,busy,busy.I think tonight was the night i got to see my dad.
been out and working n didnt actually see my dad.but thats not the fucking problem here.

New year eve.
Was out with Qamah and 2 fucking incident happened.First one was in the train to town.
At Yishun station ard 10pm,a group of MATS & MINAHS "veteran" boarded the train.
They were as usual,their irritating n boisterous selves.There were 3 Banglas standing infront of Qamah and me & suddenly one if the MINAHS went up to one of the banglas but fell infront of him.He helped her up but was punched in the face instead.

"YOU LOOK AT ME SUMMORE.LOOK AT ME SUMMORE"

The ugly MINAH shouted.The MINAH's bf came over n elbowed the bangla in face larh sials.
blood all over and the best part was,the blood landed on my NIKE SLIP-ONS.
FANTASTIC.
The other MATS helped themselves to the Banglas.Kicking them in the groin n face.
two of them managed 2 escape at Bradell but one of them didnt n stayed on.But he wasnt harm.
Fuck sial.
Nobody did anything.Neither did I.

The 2nd incident nearly got Qamah bashed up siak.
I was so fucking scared.
It was some Mat that thought Qamah was staring at him.

"LU MANA PUNYA?"(which gang are u in-some sort liddat)

That fucking MAT kept repeating that qn n i kept pulling Qamah.
We thought he was gone,but he came back with his fucking group of MATS.
They were starting to shove us around sak.SCARY LARH SIALS.
So i pulled Qamah to this group of of policemen and the MATS quickly said
that they were from TECK WHYE
and do not let them see him at that area and went off.
WTF
WTF
WTF.



; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love