Inches away from death.
I hate it when my mom or dad pulls my comforter slowly away from me and yelling
"FAEZAH, SCHOOOOOOL!FAEZAAAAAH SCHOOOOL!!"
when actually, they have absolutely no clue whether I'm schooling or working.
OR what time they even wake me up.
Today, I even overheard their conversation.
"Faezah not schooling today?"
"I think she is working. Its late. I don't think she's schooling"
"Lets wake her up"
So before they could wake me up,I was wide awake and telling them off to speak quiet-er the next time they wanna bitch about me.
And my mom couldnt stop shoving money up my face to remind me to give the money to the DHL guys when they arrive with her baggage from her HAJI trip.
Obviously, after waking up at 4 plus in the afternoon I couldnt recall where I put the 300 bucks (oops!) and panicked like a mutherfucking dog.
I found the money alright. Right under the pillows, all 300 of it. HHAHAH.
My mom still amazes me sometimes of how ignorant of her to not even know whether I'm supposed to be schooling or working or what time am I supposed to be in school.
The amazement does not stop there.
No matter what, my mom still wakes me up whenever she feels like its time for me to wake up.
WTF.
Yesterday, she woke me up at 8!
And she kept yelling and yelling to wake me up.
What she doesnt know it that my school starts at 12pm.
So, she kept on yelling about how I was going to be late for school and what a waste of time if I didnt pass my polytechnic education after 2 years(THIS PART IS TOTALLY OFF, OK.).
Seriously, where did she get all these ideas from. Some parental guidance manual or what?
Do they all say the same things?
Anyways, I got a a real good nagging just now. For putting only 2 clothes into the washing machine and letting it run. HAHAHA.
Im a waste of resource. Anyone wanna adopt me as pet?
"FAEZAH, SCHOOOOOOL!FAEZAAAAAH SCHOOOOL!!"
when actually, they have absolutely no clue whether I'm schooling or working.
OR what time they even wake me up.
Today, I even overheard their conversation.
"Faezah not schooling today?"
"I think she is working. Its late. I don't think she's schooling"
"Lets wake her up"
So before they could wake me up,I was wide awake and telling them off to speak quiet-er the next time they wanna bitch about me.
And my mom couldnt stop shoving money up my face to remind me to give the money to the DHL guys when they arrive with her baggage from her HAJI trip.
Obviously, after waking up at 4 plus in the afternoon I couldnt recall where I put the 300 bucks (oops!) and panicked like a mutherfucking dog.
I found the money alright. Right under the pillows, all 300 of it. HHAHAH.
My mom still amazes me sometimes of how ignorant of her to not even know whether I'm supposed to be schooling or working or what time am I supposed to be in school.
The amazement does not stop there.
No matter what, my mom still wakes me up whenever she feels like its time for me to wake up.
WTF.
Yesterday, she woke me up at 8!
And she kept yelling and yelling to wake me up.
What she doesnt know it that my school starts at 12pm.
So, she kept on yelling about how I was going to be late for school and what a waste of time if I didnt pass my polytechnic education after 2 years(THIS PART IS TOTALLY OFF, OK.).
Seriously, where did she get all these ideas from. Some parental guidance manual or what?
Do they all say the same things?
Anyways, I got a a real good nagging just now. For putting only 2 clothes into the washing machine and letting it run. HAHAHA.
Im a waste of resource. Anyone wanna adopt me as pet?
; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
12:53 AM
My normal, normal rant.
I moved thrice around the house in a period of an hour.
I just can't seem to find a suitable spot to just you know, sit back and relaxs.Literally.
Got home considerably early today. Straight away from school. After the communication skills test that is.
The paper was macam pantat. The marks allocated were beyond scary. One question carried about 35 marks. I didn't finish that 35 marks question obviously as it was the last pantat question and it was about writing down a FUCKING MEETING MINUTES.
Headed home to drop off my bag, had lunch and grabbed the laptop to Coffee Bean.
The BF wanted to do his resume and I helped! =)
Had the "back by popular demand" Honey dew ice blended.
PUKIMEKS.
.
.
.
PUKIMEKS.
Thats all I could say.
Thanks to Honey Dew, I'm coughing like a motherfucking dog.
We did all those resume in under 2 hours and I was home before I knew it. Sleeping like a dead log with my laptop at the edge of my bed.
Now I'm wide awake, hungry and watching CSI and still coughing like a motherfucking dog.
That's life for you.
I just can't seem to find a suitable spot to just you know, sit back and relaxs.Literally.
Got home considerably early today. Straight away from school. After the communication skills test that is.
The paper was macam pantat. The marks allocated were beyond scary. One question carried about 35 marks. I didn't finish that 35 marks question obviously as it was the last pantat question and it was about writing down a FUCKING MEETING MINUTES.
Headed home to drop off my bag, had lunch and grabbed the laptop to Coffee Bean.
The BF wanted to do his resume and I helped! =)
Had the "back by popular demand" Honey dew ice blended.
PUKIMEKS.
.
.
.
PUKIMEKS.
Thats all I could say.
Thanks to Honey Dew, I'm coughing like a motherfucking dog.
We did all those resume in under 2 hours and I was home before I knew it. Sleeping like a dead log with my laptop at the edge of my bed.
Now I'm wide awake, hungry and watching CSI and still coughing like a motherfucking dog.
That's life for you.
And when I'm bored and not moving around my house, I jump.
; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
Sunday, January 28, 2007
3:24 PM
flea market.
There was a flea market at Cineleisure yst. We saw it by coincidence. And I bought 4 tops for 40 bucks. Yay yay!
Bf and I had Cahaya where we spotted NINI!
Then we had Pacific Coffee over at Marina Square and had a glimpse of the soccer match.
Of cuz, we swinged by my favouritest swing later at night.
Today,I gotsta stay at home to study study study for commskills.
Just now, I vowed to myself (while watching CSI =)) that i'm gonna attend all lectures.
I know its mcm paham. But i think its mcm paham sometimes.
Nehmind, later we shall see. ;)
Bf and I had Cahaya where we spotted NINI!
Then we had Pacific Coffee over at Marina Square and had a glimpse of the soccer match.
Of cuz, we swinged by my favouritest swing later at night.
Today,I gotsta stay at home to study study study for commskills.
Just now, I vowed to myself (while watching CSI =)) that i'm gonna attend all lectures.
I know its mcm paham. But i think its mcm paham sometimes.
Nehmind, later we shall see. ;)
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Friday, January 26, 2007
10:32 PM
Let me clear my throat.
Advertising and promotion project is sickening.
Thank god is over and done with.
Now, im stuck with a very long name-d module, CUSTOMER RELATIONSHIPMANAGEMENT & INTERNET RETAILING. Whoever thought of this fucking long name.
My mom is back! Hooraaah!
And I've not been working for a week. I refused to put schedule for the next week.
Reason being, I'm being in year 2.2 and I gonna redeem myself. Push the GPA higher and stop bumming around.Year 3 gonna be a heck of a short year, with the internship and all. How times really fly eyy. How scary.
Ok go!
Thank god is over and done with.
Now, im stuck with a very long name-d module, CUSTOMER RELATIONSHIPMANAGEMENT & INTERNET RETAILING. Whoever thought of this fucking long name.
My mom is back! Hooraaah!
And I've not been working for a week. I refused to put schedule for the next week.
Reason being, I'm being in year 2.2 and I gonna redeem myself. Push the GPA higher and stop bumming around.Year 3 gonna be a heck of a short year, with the internship and all. How times really fly eyy. How scary.
Ok go!
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
1:23 PM
We ♥ House! part 2.
We ♥ House! oh, yes we do!
love.
Phuture and its crowd.
Andrew Chow. Muka kimeks.
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007
9:23 PM
We ♥ House! (part 1)
Last friday was zouk for a lil' bit of WE ♥ HOUSE! I managed to dragged myself out and romped in Jingz as well to Zouk.
Say thank you, Naq.
Earlier on, i fetched the boyfriend from work and we had a mighty spicy Tom Yam steamboat at ThaiExpress.
Sumpah sedap!
Zouk wasn't that bad, saw ten million familiar faces. =)
Phuture was sardine-packed. Packed to the brim.Songs were nice though in comparison to MOS though.
Say thank you, Naq.
Earlier on, i fetched the boyfriend from work and we had a mighty spicy Tom Yam steamboat at ThaiExpress.
Sumpah sedap!
Zouk wasn't that bad, saw ten million familiar faces. =)
Phuture was sardine-packed. Packed to the brim.Songs were nice though in comparison to MOS though.
; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
12:14 AM
Kanchiong Spider
Is it me or am I always the last one to know that there is class on this date, no class on that date, or that the EXAMS timetable is out
And when its out, I tuned in to PANIC STATION.
Friends are forever eyy. Here's an example:
Who am I to dream?Dreams are for fool, they let you down. says:
ANYWAYS, TIMETABLE DAH KLUAR BEB
Who am I to dream?Dreams are for fool, they let you down. says:
MAMPOS
.«BnäQB»._ _____________forget the world. says:
i noe
.«BnäQB»._ _____________forget the world. says:
ahahhahhaa
.«BnäQB»._ _____________forget the world. says:
slamat hari raya ah!
Ouh, look. 2 subjects will be held at Sports hall, the oven. Habes ahh.
Say hello to ketiak basah.
Till then, Let me panic at the disco first.
And when its out, I tuned in to PANIC STATION.
Friends are forever eyy. Here's an example:
Who am I to dream?Dreams are for fool, they let you down. says:
ANYWAYS, TIMETABLE DAH KLUAR BEB
Who am I to dream?Dreams are for fool, they let you down. says:
MAMPOS
.«BnäQB»._ _____________forget the world. says:
i noe
.«BnäQB»._ _____________forget the world. says:
ahahhahhaa
.«BnäQB»._ _____________forget the world. says:
slamat hari raya ah!
Ouh, look. 2 subjects will be held at Sports hall, the oven. Habes ahh.
Say hello to ketiak basah.
Till then, Let me panic at the disco first.
; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
Thursday, January 18, 2007
4:12 PM
I'm sorry if I was late.
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
12:17 AM
to zouk or not. That is the question.
My head is spinning madly.
With the reflective journal due very soon. The datelines of tons of projects nearing.
Do I even have time to zouk?
At the same time I do wanna come out and play with this group of party people.
Yes, I miss u crazy people.
I do wonder where have I gone to. (and NO im not dead Naq, Fi & Ili)
***
My Mom called from wherever in Saudi Arabia she is.
You know, sometimes u argued and rolled eyes to your mom and wished she just disappear?
Wait till she really disappear for a month. God, how much I miss hearing her talk. Shes coming back next week and Im so gonna take a week off from work to be home and talk and talk and talk to her. =)
Anyhoots, Qamah pulled off a funny funny stunt just now.
We were on the way home and he was about to drop me off when we spot my dad at the carpark.
So I thought maybe I could intro-ed Qamah to dad but Qamah quickly picked up speed and sped off. (from my block)
Haha.
And I thought I was supposed to be home eyy?
Alrightey, I better finished up on my commskills muthufucker chao chibai nyer pukimak mak bapak dia punya journal.
And keep on saying "I dunno" to Naq cuz shes being very irritating and keen on forcing and even thinking of kidnapping me if I don't party with her over at Zouk this weekend.
Naq, if you love me, u let me go. BWAHAHAHAHAH!
With the reflective journal due very soon. The datelines of tons of projects nearing.
Do I even have time to zouk?
At the same time I do wanna come out and play with this group of party people.
Yes, I miss u crazy people.
I do wonder where have I gone to. (and NO im not dead Naq, Fi & Ili)
***
My Mom called from wherever in Saudi Arabia she is.
You know, sometimes u argued and rolled eyes to your mom and wished she just disappear?
Wait till she really disappear for a month. God, how much I miss hearing her talk. Shes coming back next week and Im so gonna take a week off from work to be home and talk and talk and talk to her. =)
Anyhoots, Qamah pulled off a funny funny stunt just now.
We were on the way home and he was about to drop me off when we spot my dad at the carpark.
So I thought maybe I could intro-ed Qamah to dad but Qamah quickly picked up speed and sped off. (from my block)
Haha.
And I thought I was supposed to be home eyy?
Alrightey, I better finished up on my commskills muthufucker chao chibai nyer pukimak mak bapak dia punya journal.
And keep on saying "I dunno" to Naq cuz shes being very irritating and keen on forcing and even thinking of kidnapping me if I don't party with her over at Zouk this weekend.
Naq, if you love me, u let me go. BWAHAHAHAHAH!
; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
Monday, January 15, 2007
12:15 AM
The two guys beside Jingz, I swear, Iswear,I swear I dunno them. Disgusting giler nak mampos. hiphop bodoh.
Then theres Jingz and her friend, Naz, me and Naz's friend, whats-his-face.
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
2:48 AM
MOS
Yesterday was MOS. (coincidentally with starbucks partners. jeeez)
With flip flops.
cuz my swollen toe cant fit into my pointy heels. CELAKA KAN TU.
But it was gerek-nak-mampos with all the freedom and no melecit-ness.
By 3am, i was gone. Not gone with highness but with the sleepyness.
I was yawning away on the dancefloor that I left my gf alone, when to the toilet to splash some water and headed to the nearest seat to catch some sleep.
I swear i dunno what i was thinking- TRYING TO CATCH SOME SLEEP AT A CLUB.
Then all the people in the world decided to come up to me and intro-ed themselves. So for the past 10 mins of so, I was shaking hands, introducing myself and politely declining drinks. So yeah, didnt get any shut-eyes.
Oh yeah, and Jingz was trying so hard to pull me away from this disgustingly-looking black guy. However he was always right beside us.
To the extent that even after we went over to the far side and to find him magically appearing right beside me, happily dancing away and inching closer to me.
SO WE BURST OUT LAUGHING for no apparent reason.
Baggage area was packed by the time we got there and while waiting, the gf talked to her new friend- some aussie dude while I was fuckbored and sleepy.
But then came the filthy dj saint.
and of all the things to talk about, we talked about LIFE and how things are going on for us while waiting for Jingz to end her convo with aussie dude.
Breakfast for me, jerky ride home, a
HAPPY 20TH MONTH TO US at 7 in the morning and work at 4pm!
=)
With flip flops.
cuz my swollen toe cant fit into my pointy heels. CELAKA KAN TU.
But it was gerek-nak-mampos with all the freedom and no melecit-ness.
By 3am, i was gone. Not gone with highness but with the sleepyness.
I was yawning away on the dancefloor that I left my gf alone, when to the toilet to splash some water and headed to the nearest seat to catch some sleep.
I swear i dunno what i was thinking- TRYING TO CATCH SOME SLEEP AT A CLUB.
Then all the people in the world decided to come up to me and intro-ed themselves. So for the past 10 mins of so, I was shaking hands, introducing myself and politely declining drinks. So yeah, didnt get any shut-eyes.
Oh yeah, and Jingz was trying so hard to pull me away from this disgustingly-looking black guy. However he was always right beside us.
To the extent that even after we went over to the far side and to find him magically appearing right beside me, happily dancing away and inching closer to me.
SO WE BURST OUT LAUGHING for no apparent reason.
Baggage area was packed by the time we got there and while waiting, the gf talked to her new friend- some aussie dude while I was fuckbored and sleepy.
But then came the filthy dj saint.
and of all the things to talk about, we talked about LIFE and how things are going on for us while waiting for Jingz to end her convo with aussie dude.
Breakfast for me, jerky ride home, a
HAPPY 20TH MONTH TO US at 7 in the morning and work at 4pm!
=)
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
1:00 AM
The return of the toe.
I was happily swinging around on the monkey bar.Get this, MONKEY BAR. After playing the swing which I got to swing for like, urm 2 minutes before some indian lady and her son came and stand beside my swing.GET THIS, BESIDE MY SWING.
"U just stand there, stand there" -Indian lady barked to her son
And i was there thinking whether they were sheltering themselves from the slight drizzle before I came to my senses that they probably weren't sheltering themselves given the fact there is no shelter on the swing.
I turned to my right where they were standing patheticly,smiled and continued swinging till Qamah asked the boy;
"You wanna play is it?"
SI MAKPLE BODOH TU SURUH ANAK DIA DIRI SEBELAH AKU PASAL ANAK DIA NAK MAIN SWING.
DEY PUNDEK, U STOOPID DOG, WHAT IF I KICKED YOUR SON. YOU CANNOT SEE I CHALLENGING QAMAH TO SWING COMPETITION IS IT??
ITU BETOL BETOL NYER PUNDEK, INDIA MARI NYER EH.
So i hissed and quickly went off to the monkey bar la huh.
Venge my anger on the bar and swinged vigourously like theres no tomorrow.
THEN ON MY THIRD BAR(hehe!), MY FUCKING FOOT FUCKING KICK THE FUCKING POLE AND I FUCKING JUMPED DOWN AND SAT DOWN AND CUZ MY FUCKING TOE FUCKING HURT.
But nvm, still can swing for a while. Till i realised it did hurt like mutherfucking hell alot.
Not forgetting my boyfriend's kick on the TOE i received and i nearly died in the lift.
Yes, 3 years ago was the broken fourth toe which was so broken that it bent 90 degrees sideway (oh, you wouldnt wanna imagine that). Dont tell me the big toe wants that too.
"U just stand there, stand there" -Indian lady barked to her son
And i was there thinking whether they were sheltering themselves from the slight drizzle before I came to my senses that they probably weren't sheltering themselves given the fact there is no shelter on the swing.
I turned to my right where they were standing patheticly,smiled and continued swinging till Qamah asked the boy;
"You wanna play is it?"
SI MAKPLE BODOH TU SURUH ANAK DIA DIRI SEBELAH AKU PASAL ANAK DIA NAK MAIN SWING.
DEY PUNDEK, U STOOPID DOG, WHAT IF I KICKED YOUR SON. YOU CANNOT SEE I CHALLENGING QAMAH TO SWING COMPETITION IS IT??
ITU BETOL BETOL NYER PUNDEK, INDIA MARI NYER EH.
So i hissed and quickly went off to the monkey bar la huh.
Venge my anger on the bar and swinged vigourously like theres no tomorrow.
THEN ON MY THIRD BAR(hehe!), MY FUCKING FOOT FUCKING KICK THE FUCKING POLE AND I FUCKING JUMPED DOWN AND SAT DOWN AND CUZ MY FUCKING TOE FUCKING HURT.
But nvm, still can swing for a while. Till i realised it did hurt like mutherfucking hell alot.
Not forgetting my boyfriend's kick on the TOE i received and i nearly died in the lift.
Yes, 3 years ago was the broken fourth toe which was so broken that it bent 90 degrees sideway (oh, you wouldnt wanna imagine that). Dont tell me the big toe wants that too.
; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
9:15 PM
1st Avenue.
Being Department Supervisor for my department over at 1st Avenue was a breeze. All i need is to tell my "staffs" what to do.
But the dept supervisors got a helluva scolding for not attending briefing and for wearing flip flops( Haha!).
It was good for our day 1 operation, with sales target set at 200 bucks and actually gotten 300 over. With the most profits coming from "Women casual" (ahem, ahem).
Next two weeks, being an Assistant Store Manager. Wahaha. I can't imagine.
But the dept supervisors got a helluva scolding for not attending briefing and for wearing flip flops( Haha!).
It was good for our day 1 operation, with sales target set at 200 bucks and actually gotten 300 over. With the most profits coming from "Women casual" (ahem, ahem).
Next two weeks, being an Assistant Store Manager. Wahaha. I can't imagine.
Tell me, am I your favouritest barista?
Haha
( kimeks, mcm pregnant 4 bulan)
I've just gotten gazillion photos taken during 7 dec yesterday. So yeah.
-Salvation army drive
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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
4:30 PM
I'm absolutely pissed off by blogger.Sorry for the lack of updates.
Yes, school sucks as always. Im chilling this very moment.
No more lesson, trading period has begun. Thats love.
And,
nothing.
You've just waste a few seconds of your life reading this aimless entry.
Yes, school sucks as always. Im chilling this very moment.
No more lesson, trading period has begun. Thats love.
And,
nothing.
You've just waste a few seconds of your life reading this aimless entry.
; you're the ghost of royalty imposing love
Monday, January 08, 2007
3:19 PM
BLOGGER MACAM BAPAK DIA PUNYA PUKI NYER BINYI.
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3:18 PM
test
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
5:20 PM
Tuesday,1 Jan 2007
My New Year dinner with the boyfriend over a Fin, the seafood cafe over at Marina Square. Whereby the waiter is a gay O-level graduate eyeing on the boyfriend.(Joke ,idiot) But he was annoying the hell out of me though, with the constant GEMS( Go The Extra Mile Service) goin on. LEAVE ME AND MY FOOD ALONE! Kept coming over and asking whether our food was alright or whether we like oysters(??). I had a nice Pan Fried Sole Fish with herbed butter whereas Qamah had Seafood in a Basket, which was fucking HUGE which was an absolute YUM. Then we discovered that the Tobasco sauce was fucking HUGE and we had to take a picture of it next to the pepper bottle to juxtaposes it, which was obvious.Ok, random.
Wednesday, 2 Jan 2007
New Year was spent with my dad and aunt(dad's sis) with her two kids.Lunch over at Jack's Place-Great World City where we stuffed ourselves silly.With our steaks, bef kway teow(which is 5 times the hawker's price), fried rice, shirley temples/wines( my aunt had those & damn I wished I could have a sip of that. HOHO)/juices for the kids and not forgetting our desserts. With the 100 plus bucks meal in our tummies, we went shopping for the kids'school stuffs(cousins are 10 & 12) and groceries, Norwegians are sure as hell a big eater!Proceed to my aunt's new place, it was whoa to me cuz I went there for the first time since I didnt go over for X'mas the other day.Was excited to see all my lovely TROLLS there. FYI, I adore trolls.The house was pretty made-up with the X'mas tree and red ribbons and stockings and Xmas greetings. We had tea with our Cinnabun. I swear it was yum as hell and left soon after the taped soccer match (man u vs. newcastle) ended.
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12:48 AM
